The Voices Inside

?..6:45?how much longer can I sleep and still get to work on time?...my head hurts?I am healed?need to get up?6:46?I?ll just lay here a few minutes longer?.**** needs to be paid today?.**** has to be paid by Wednesday or ****?the car needs tires and an alignment?the kids did great in the program?.Nathan says ?Daddy, they won?t get up??****?.****?I don?t feel good?.This is gonna be a good week?remember what the lady on Twitter said about speaking positive?.it?s great to have friends?wonder if ****is still mad at me?life and death are in the power of the tongue?.I had a dream last night..7:35?.gotta leave by 7:40 to get to work on time??Bye, ya?ll have a nice day? ?Nathan, why are your shoes laying in two different places in the den floor. You keep saying you can?t find them? Am I getting angry? I have to control that. I can?t control it. Yes you can. At least now you know it when it comes up?.did I lock the door?I?ll leave the radio off this time?do I go on the highway or thru town?why is this person driving so slow?7:49?yeah if I am here at this time, I will get to work on time?7:55?get my wallet out for the access to the gate?there?s **** car?.should I send them something inspirational?....Motorcycles are here?.be glad when I get one?email?.reading?that is exactly what is in my spirit?.did she write that? Facebook notification ***tagged you in a note?.she always speaks from God?.reading?My God, My God?.she did it again?.comment?.pause?.comment?pause?.IS this God or what!...Text message?play rehearsal?phone call?this silly phone is not showing who it is?.call history **** is calling?...calling back?.?No I did not??.Oh, God?.why can I not handle this better?...I can handle this?.I need to cancel ***?no I need to wait?just in case?.no you need to cancel?..let me do it right quick before I change my mind?.speak life?.?I need to cancel my appt??..there I did it?.I speak life?.I speak life?.10:06 am

12:20am?..I still feel so ****?.God I need you to help me?.You have to do this yourself?.You need God to help you?.I?m sleepy?.**** has to be paid?what am I gonna do if ****? Get to the heart of the matter?God, now I understand what you mean?Thank you for these issues flowing from my heart?issues?.heart?.heart of the matter.


This is just a small glimpse of what goes on inside me.

Lost and Found

There was a little girl walking in her neighborhood one day. There were some woods that she loved to go walking through. Her parents always told her "make sure you stay on the path", and she always did. One day, she got bored with the path and saw a clearing. She had past it so many times before, never being tempted to stray from the path...but today was different. She told herself...it will be ok....I can find my way back.

So, off she went....she walked...and walked....and walked. After a while, it started to get dark. She realized that she need to get back to the path. "I just need to go that way", she said. As she looked around, she realized she did not know which way to go. She was hours from the path, and could not remember how she got there...and how to get back.

You write the ending...